Message #109

There’s this guy who confessed his love for me since first summer of college. I turned him down right then and there. He had a girlfriend after, but they ended their 3-month relationship. When things got too tangled up in my life, he never left me. When i got back to school during second sem of our 2nd year, he told me about his feelings again, and that her ex girlfriend and him broke it off because he knew that I was really the one he loves. I turned him down again and again but he was very persistent. i kept on telling him that we are very much good as friends and I wouldn’t want to risk that if things don’t work between us if we become a couple, but still, he wanted to pursue courting. Our humor clicks, and there are times when only the two of us understands the punch line of the other. we laugh so hard, and the other people around us are very curious about why we are ROFL.Now that we are in 3!

rd year, he still hasn’t stopped. but recently, i told him that i still don’t have romantic feelings for him. that triggered him to stop. but after a day, he told me that he is taking back what he said, and would still want to continue because if he stops, it would be harder for him to contain his feelings. I really want to love him. I really want to feel that “romantic feeling” for him, but after everything that he has done for me, why can’t I?

I’m sorry if this is too long. you can ignore this if you like, i wouldn’t mind. I just would really like to talk to someone (i don’t know IRL) about this. thanks for reading! you’re awesome :))

AAAAH. How tragic. Do you like somebody else then? If not, maybe someday you will learn to love him. Maybe you still cannot see him as someone you could be with. But maybe someday. Or if not. That’s unfortunate. Lol. JK. Maybe being friends would be better for now. And Thank you for sharing! :DD <3

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